Read this book so it feels like I’m in Manhattan ?? Walk of Shame by Lauren Layne. Loved it so far ?
I just had a bit hectic week, which then resulted in my life went out of control..
The days went like this: I stressed or too focused on something for more than 3 days or more, I rarely cook, had poor sleep, my exercise sessions were often below target, could not focus on other simple things, sleepy eyes everyday.. my mind was not clear… I ate burgers probably 3 times this week… (either it’s PMS or just a stressing week or both ?) The last burger was great tho, it’s crispy chicken burger with not-overpowering sesame dressing.
Just today, I had a chance for a peaceful weekend morning sleep and took today slower. Recovery was still in progress. I found social media was too chaotic for me now, so I watched youtube for cartoon (Atashinchi) or cat videos and read novel. And here I am, dumped my thought on my own blog because I felt like I need to do something good for myself, like hobbies..
Talking about blog, I think the current theme still not suite me well. It’s nice, but still not feeling like me ???
Hello again hahaha it’s been so long. Sorry I have been busy with the wedding preparation (and tried as much to keep the wedding news secret until near the day) Phew~ I have been wanting to write (the draft) so much about the wedding preparation since long. However, that may have to wait because I have not made any draft hahahahaha.
If you know me and have questions about wedding preparation, feel free to ask me through Whatsapp (since some of my friends already did) :p
Today I want to write about today or maybe the last 24 hours or maybe about career. LOL.
I feel great today despite only getting 2 hours of sleep zzzz. Why? Because yesterday night, until 4 a.m. today I did a UX task which I have not done for some months (calm, let’s not cry, there’s a story behind this). If you know me well or know how my sleep habit was in boarding school, you know how I cannot stay awake all night. Last night I made it! I didn’t sleep until 4 a.m. working on the presentation, no music, no tv. The task I did yesterday, it’s like a wake-up call of what should I do as my profession :p
I feel like that kind of work is the kind that I want to put my heart into it… well, I did try to love what I do… and that’s a different feeling.. with the last night task, it feels easier to put my heart into my work (whatever the result is)
Perhaps doing things-that-I-want-to-put-my-heart-into give me more energy instead of making me tired.
Well, I still need to sleep tho.. but, I feel in a great mood today because of the work. I hope I can experience more of this kind of feeling in the future days~
Used to love & hate the city. Love it because my home is here and the foods. Hate the heat, traffic jam, & flood ?. Now that the city’s facility getting better (trotoars, benches, and little parks along the road) it’s more liveable & enjoyable (for holiday :p )
I tried to blog from WordPress mobile app, sadly, the images were often failed to upload (i don’t know why)
Anyway, I do have some stories to share and finally some motivations to live up this blog again (yeay!)
Truth is the last 2 months were not the easiest time. Life has its ups & downs, after all. I was sad, cried (had meltdown) easily, a bit lost. However, I’m currently progressing toward the better me. I decide to just do what makes me happy: live by my own rules :)) LOL
Maybe I should write down my rules until I have rules like Gibbs’ (NCIS) :p
There are some days when I don’t feel like talking or interact with anyone except family and ka Emil. Then I think how to make myself feel better. It turns out that archiving chats can do that. I feel less overwhelming. No, I never have hundred or thousand chat notification haha. However, as an introvert, sometimes looking at too many chats (even the read ones) overwhelms me. Having too many chats on a chat list is like being in a crowded room even though I’m talking to no one.